I take a deep breath doubts flooding my head, but I know I'm going to go into the bar, Sunnydale's one and only gay bar and a place I've been going to every Friday for about a month now. As I've found to my cost addiction is a terrible thing.
She's there, I knew she would be. She's sitting at the bar, I catch her eye as I order a drink and go and sit in a corner seat. Sit back and take a long pull of my beer, Dutch courage, I feel her breath on my neck and she whispers lightly in my ear "I've missed you, once a week is not enough,". She then lazily dumps herself on my lap kissing me before I have time to reply.
"I've missed you too," I know she's not listening to me her mouth is already on my neck sucking at my pulse point, making me shiver. God it feels so good. Her hands are starting to unbutton my shirt it takes me all my will power to stop her. "We can't do this not here."
She leans away from me her eyes intense and cloudy with passion "I've waited too long. I want you. I know we can't go to your dorm room if people saw us together there they wouldn't understand and well my house is so out of the question. I hope your not mad but I've booked a hotel room."
I'm shocked but almost instantly and painful aroused it's been so long since... No I can't even think about it not here not now. "O-okay," just one word that is all I could get out.
She beams happily into my face "Wow I didn't think you would come with me but, I've been planning for this and I promise you a good time."
The thoughts and doubts run through my mind I know I shouldn't be doing this but I have to. Just this once I want to be selfish not Tara the homebuilder, the good friend, supporto girl but the girl who needs the love, the passion and to honest the sex. So I follow like a lovesick puppy into the unknown.
"Well the room is quite nice and at least the clerk only leered at us a little," she sits on the bed testing the springs with a big salacious grin on her face.
My heart starts to thump "I shouldn't be doing this."
"Beautiful, don't go guilty on me now," she is on me kissing me, pushing my mouth open, and probing me with her tongue. My resistance disappears and I can feel myself getting wet. "Hey I've got something to show you."
She takes me into the bathroom and to my surprise it is just like one that I stayed at in a hotel room in Italy. The one and only time I have been abroad, my father thought it would be a good idea, a sort of catholic retreat. He said it would help with my demon and bring me closer to God. Funny, I can almost laugh about it now. The room is totally tiled there is the usual wash hand basin and W.C but the unusual feature of the room is the shower and the drain. The floor is tiled dipping to a drain in the middle and the showerhead is just set in the wall turning the whole room into a giant cubicle. I remember it made feel free, had I told her about it, I don't recall.
She is stood grinning and leaning against the doorframe "You like?" She starts to unbutton her shirt and removes it. She moves to her jeans unbuttoning the fly making sure I'm watching her, she seductively eases them over her slim hips. She has amazingly muscular abs. I watch as she continues her strip tease she is absolutely beautiful. She is now down to her blue lacy bra and panties set, such a feminine look on her slim boyish figure, it's driving me insane.
I must have closed my eyes because the next thing I know I'm being pushed against the wall. "I think you're a bit over dressed for this room," she breathes and this time I don't resist as she starts to undress me. In her skilled hands it doesn't take long. I shiver with nervousness and anticipation. She looks at me concerned. "Your cold. Why don't you get under the shower." Again I allow myself to be propelled by her. The warm water on my skin feels wonderful. "I'm going to wash you now and I can't wait to get me hands on your boobs,"
"Your underwear will get wet," I protest pathetically.
She laughs. "A bit to late to worry about that," her hands are straight on me, soaping my breasts.
I can't control myself any longer; I take off her bra, pull down her panties and pull her into my arms. I kiss her deeply biting her lip; she lets off a small cry. My hand snakes down between our two bodies and I pull one of her small erect nipples, moving further down I trace the muscles standing out firm on her tense stomach. I hear her suck in her breath as my hand moves between her legs. I should probably wait, tease a bit more but I can't resist pushing two fingers easily inside her wet pussy. "You were right about the wetness."
"Please, Tara no talking I need you to..." she said.
Her eyes are closed "Open your eyes and tell me what you want." I command her.
"Fuck me please," she says and I oblige. I keep the pressure up hard and my thumb tightly on her engorged clit. I'm probably rougher than I'm ever usually, but I can feel her teeth on my breast biting me hard and her hands clawing at my back and then she pulls her head back saying my name over and over and I can feel her walls crushing my fingers with convulsions as she comes.
I lean against the wall shaken and a bit trembley at the electricity that has just passed between us. She sits on the floor. "Wow, you were amazing and my knees have gone all dizzy. You have turned the tables, this is not what I expected." She smiles "Tara do you trust me?"
I don't know what to say. Do I? I'm not sure. "Why?"
"I have something special planned for you but you have to trust me for it to work." She grabs my hand and leads me towards the bedroom. I hadn't noticed before when I walked in, on the bed lies some handcuffs, a blindfold, and some silk scarves. "What do you think?"
"I think you're insane if you think I'm going to let you tie me up. "I'm, not into that"
"Not into what?" she shoots back
"Whatever you've got planned"
"See I knew you didn't trust me," her lovely green eyes start to look like they're about to spill some tears. "Tara please let me. I promise if you don't like what I'm doing I'll stop straight away but don't use my name or say no it has to be a safe word just think of one and if you use it I'll stop."
Okay at this moment alarm bells are going off in the back of my head, safe words not something I've ever had to think about before, but do you know when you're worried but at the same time so curious that if you don't do this you might regret it for the rest of your life so I guess I'll take the plunge. "Moon"
"My word is moon."
She has a huge smile on her face. "You won't regret this. I'll tell you what I'm going to do; I'm going to tie you up, handcuff you to the bed, blindfold you and I have these earplugs for you to wear.
"You're joking with me. You're just going to take funny photos of me." I laugh.
"No trust me with this it might seem strange but I think you will enjoy the end results and remember I'll be here and I would never leave you."
She restrains me it feels almost chaste as if we have put some distance between ourselves. Then I start to realise I have to keep moving because my muscles keep seizing up on me and then it starts to kick I can feel my mind clouding it feels really weird almost like I'm drifting off to sleep and I can't hear anything, see anything and because of the way my limbs are splayed I can't touch anything either. I don't know how long I stay like this time seems to have almost frozen.
Out of nowhere I feel the sensation of feather being brushed up my thigh but it feels almost 10 times as intense. I jump and can feel my heart race as this replaced by what feels like an ice cube placed on my nipple, the ice-cold water runs down my side making me shiver. This is replaced by a strange sharp prickling feeling that make me feel like all my never endings have all come alive at the same time, while I'm still trying to figure out what it was a new and delicious feeling grabs me as what feels like a piece of fur is gently rubbed between my legs, I try to lift me body to it to increase the pressure on my clit but to no avail, an ice cub is run up the inside of my thigh, then the feather, followed by the prickles and I have started to lose a grip on what is happening to my body as the feeling come thick and fast, wave after wave.
Without warning I feel her mouth on me, her tongue on my clit the intensity of this moment is beyond any that I have ever felt. She then enters me with two cool fingers and she starts to relentlessly fuck me hard at the same time she never lets up on my clit sucking and licking and I can feel the inevitable orgasm building in my stomach. I come quickly but long and hard. I don't know why but I start to shiver and cry, she has me untied in what seems like seconds and cradles me back and forth. "Come back to me baby, come back to me love," she croons in my ear.
Eventually I get back to normal "You were, that that was amazing."
She smiles but then the clock catches her eye. "Shit it's eleven thirty. I should have been home ages ago. Bugger it I'm going to stay here the night. Stay with me."
"Well I'm free but you know you can't," I reply
She thinks a second and then picks up the phone. "Hi Buffy I'm glad I caught you before you went on patrol. Look my meeting went on for longer than I thought so I've decided to stay at my parents tonight with it being closer and all. Give my love to Dawn"
So now you know our secret, this is our spell-casters anonymous meeting I help her with her addiction to magic and she feeds mine to Willow Rosenberg.
I dangle the handcuffs in her face "Guess that means I have time to play with you now."